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#i didn't include kronk bc he feels more like an overall disney character than a disney channel character you feel#also the term himbo is used very loosely here#anyway there IS a correct answer <3#disney channel
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Artfight attack I did against @blaiddraws featuring the loveliest of worm guys :] they are playing tag and wormmet is LOSING /lh
The ghost worm au is BY FAR my favorite submas au ever so to say I was ecstatic to draw this is an understatement,, wormmet and wormgo my beloveds <3
(also if it's unclear, the "ksh-sh-sh" is laughter)
OH AND MY ARTFIGHT IS ZELDONYX!! FEEL FREE TO ATTACK ME BC I WILL ALWAYS DO REVENGE !!!!!!
#i once spent three hours combing my tumblr likes and reblogs looking for this au...#by some stroke of very odd luck i misremembered the au name to be the fulcrum au which is in fact not correct but is one of OP's other aus#i used the wrong formula but somehow got the right answer#fulcrum au is also FANTASTIC btw. and the placeholder au has me by the throat#op genuinely you are among my favorite submas artists/creators#ANYWAYS. enough of me rambling#worm guys <3#submas#subway bosses#subway boss emmet#subway boss ingo#pokemon#pokemon black and white#pokemon bw#ghost worm au#oh almost forgot#bl//nkshippers do not touch this post#i will maim you. go away#i forgot yet more tags lol#zel post#drawingwithdonnie art
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The rest of the monsters, as prophesied (OG Post); Neil the Tiefling rogue, Kevin the Elvin fighter, and Nicky the half-elf bard. I imagine questing with them would be either the worst thing you could ever go through or the thing that makes you turn your life around for the better.
Also, idk how the crossbow got there it just happened
also also: size comparison with Neil's old horns included
#all for the game#aftg#neil josten#kevin day#nicky hemmick#drawing stats:#kevin was the most annoying to draw#nicky was the worst to color#and Neil has the largest variation of textures#i would probably have had an easier time if my canvas wasn't like 3 feet#anyways who's the cutest there is a correct answer#ORT
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i just think its Really Fucking Funny making little guys bc by all means you can look at them and look at my prior fixations and go "You Aint Fucking Slick" but it is entirely genuinely Completely By Accident but my dumb ass still saw patterns and went '^_^ hehe oh thatd be a fun nod even if it doesnt make much sense probably!' and then committed to the bit anyway, thus completing the circle of stupidity
#its especially egregious with mister Maddathan Rattathan. its so funny.#its literally the 'you used the complete wrong formula but got the correct answer anyway??' thing but like. with weird little greyblue guys#something about monkeys on typewriters but its me and like 3 or 4 characters over and over again. or somethingk.#anyway. Time To Commit Harder To The Bit ^w^#piktalk
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book reader i have a copy of dream of the red chamber (volume 1) that ive been trying to get through for over a year how do i motivate myself to finish it
I'm recently coming out of a half a year ish period of not reading very much so trust me when I say the lack of motivation comes for us all. I think I have some tips for how to motivate reading in general+ some for DOTRC specifically :)
(Real quick, I assume because you mentioned a volume 1 you're talking about the Hawkes-David translation published by Penguin in five volumes under the name 'The Story of The Stone'. This is the translation I read through, and it's the one I see recommended most to english speakers looking for an enjoyable reading experience, so to any other prospective readers of this novel I HIGHLY recommend reading this translation as opposed to any other ones. I don't know if I need to say this or if it's well-known to seek out that version, but because Hong Lu's canto is coming up I want to make sure anyone interested in reading through the source material can have the best experience possible with it👍)
It's important to remember that reading is a hobby, and the best way to keep going with it is to make it a habit. Unfortunately, this means forcing yourself to read sometimes, but it comes easier the more you do it. The trick is: it doesn't have to be a lot of reading.
The hard part for me is really just picking up the book and starting to read. Normally with books I like to set a goal of a chapter or so per day, but because this book has longer chapters that wasn't always feasible for me, especially if I had stuff to do. But once I had the book in my hands and started reading I would usually go above my goal I had set :)
Last year a lot of my DOTRC reading was done while I was waiting in line for things, getting/eating food, waiting on the bus, or killing time between classes/during boring lectures (I don't know if I'd advise that last one). This is moreso once you get in the rhythm of things, though.
Another tip is sometimes the format is the thing to stop me. I don't know if you're reading from a physical book or an ipad/kindle/etc or a computer or what, but sometimes I read better on my laptop than other things because it's Always Around. Sometimes I don't feel like grabbing a book or I don't have it with me, but my laptop's already open and I'm bored so maybe I'll do a little bit of reading instead of scrolling social medias. Lately, i've been jumping between my laptop and kindle for reading (laptop for convenience, kindle for portability and reading before bed at night) but I've gone between physical books and digital devices before. (If you want the epub versions of dotrc, I'd be willing to share them as well. The only difficulty is page numbers change between reading formats so I can only really switch at the start of chapters or if I skim to where I last was.
Something that saved me while reading DOTRC specifically (as well as other sinner books) was having a place I could discuss/"liveblog" the book. These books can get LONG and the reading experience varies from "really interesting and compelling" to "oh my godddd I do not need 20 pages of Outdated Whale Facts right now". (no offense to Moby Dick. I'm only slandering that one because I read the whole thing and in spite of enjoying it I understand why there are SO many abridged versions around.) It's kind of just the classic lit experience to deal with these types of things, but it's a lot more tolerable to me if you can talk to other people about it.
When I read DOTRC I didn't have anyone else reading with me, but just having a place to tell people about all the things that happen in this book helped me to keep track of events and characters. It also motivated me to keep reading so I could tell The People what happened next. Having someone else read with me would probably have helped as well, but it's hard to sell people on reading a 5-volume behemoth of a novel with so much stuff in it it has it's own field of study dedicated to it.
You can really yap anywhere. I have a channel in my Limbus Discord dedicated to the books so I don't drive everyone insane with my rambling and it seems to have helped some of my friends get through some of the other books as well so I think this method is a pretty solid success? You could also pretty easily do it just in someone's DMs if they're already familiar with the book (this has the bonus of them potentially being able to clarify things for you and help you get a deeper understanding of the book) or even yapping on a tumblr sideblog or empty notes doc or something.
So TL;DR:
Picking up the book is the hardest part. Reading a little is better than not reading at all.
Subjecting your friends to this book will make it easier to keep going :)
Also: for Dream of the Red Chamber specifically: the book starts slow. I don't know how far in you are, but so many people drop it early. I started reading it during a 12-ish hour car ride and that might've been the play because i can see people getting bored during the first few chapters. It definitely picks up though, so trust me when I say it gets a lot easier to read as you keep going. Chapter 5 is an incredibly interesting chapter, and from there I find things pick up and start going faster. (It helps that chapter 5 is pretty relevant for the direction I think Limbus is going to take canto 8 in!) The later volumes were able to go by a lot faster for me than the earlier ones as well.
This is a long ass book, but it's gonna be a while before Hong Lu's canto drops and we get to Witness that Surrender. Or Surrender that Witness. I'm not actually sure. But regardless, you've got plenty of time to get through it, even if you're a slower reader or don't have much time to dedicate to reading. Steady progress is the name of the game for stuff like this.
Worst case, you've killed a bunch of time during the wait for Hong Lu's canto (because oh boy, I have a feeling this one's gonna be a wait) and you are able to gain a better appreciation for canto 8 by understanding some of the nicher bits of how it adapts stuff from the source.
Best case, you really enjoy reading it and end up like a bunch of the Hong Lu fans I know who were permanently changed by reading this book and started reading scholarly analysis of it for fun (or start seeking out every adaptation of it you can find, or read the book 5 times over... I am coming to realize this book does something to people.)
This book is legitimately incredibly good, even outside the context of me reading it because I was very invested in that beautiful cyan freak from a game I like. I might not have been able to get through it without Limbus providing me the push to keep going on days where I really didn't want to read, but it's a legitimate interest of mine now I will seek out information on regardless of its connection to Limbus! Trust me when I say it's worth getting through even if it feels hard or tedious.
(and if it helps- a solid amount of the stuff I feel is most likely to be Limbus relevant happens near the end of the book. There's so much in this book so things that could be relevant are scattered throughout almost all of it, but I've been picking up so many end of the book vibes from stuff we've seen lately. so you've got to get there!!)
#pachiposting#asks#citysootyowl#i don't know how to tag this one actually?#because it's not really about limbus#it is important though. i did like writing this answer :)#even if i have. checks notes. Several finals projects I have to work on#Shilling 18th century chinese classic novels is more important.#thank you for the ask. i yapped more than I thought#but like. i kinda just do that here every time i go to answer an ask#i have an old one from before c7 part 3 i still havent gotten around to yet just because the gears were not turning at the correct rate#i promise if thats you ive seen it. i have some stuff typed#i dont know when you'll see it though. i have a lot going on and half my brainpower right now is dedicated to spinning a png of hong lu#anyway byebyeee i hope this can help you!!#this book seems hard to get through but the style isn't hard to read because the translation's relatively recent#and it's long but a lot of the time I find it goes quick because interesting things are usually happening#you've got plany of time! its moreso abt building a habit than anything else
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Me watching Stranger Things S3: man that Jazzercize instructor almost looks like a grown-up version of that blond punk kid from Hocus Pocus
Me checking IMDb: so that actor WAS in Stranger Things... but in Season One
#when you have the wrong formula but wind up with the correct answer anyway?#like I had the completely wrong character but somehow that one very specific actor was *still in stranger things* in a different role#stranger things#stranger things s3#stranger things 3#stranger things s1
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Sart/Basch for the shipping meme 👁👄👁
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ew / nonono / maybe / ship it / aww / otp / MY HEART
I ship it entirely due to your influence!!! :D I like reading the things you've shared about them, and also I get hype when there's like a skirmish with mentions of either of them (or it's one of the ones with Sart in it!)
There's something really special about like... Having this really difficult life and getting your hands so dirty throughout it, but still being able to find some soft peace and love in one another 🥺 Idk... I do like the more toxic ships in Bozja too like Lyon/Menenius or Misija/Mikoto also, but I like how Sart/Basch is more like.. gentle, in a way? Even though they have lived lives that are anything but? Assuming I have the right impression of them anyway!! That's what I always think of with them 🥺 just soft old guys... having a lot of history and finally being able to rest together....
Send me a ship to rate
#thank you for the ask!!!#I genuinely always think about them when I'm in bozja :3#I know you are the expert on them so correct me if I'm wrong about the vibes but that's my impression of them anyway!!#sartbasch#ask meme answers
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#there is a correct answer btw#jk i respect everyone's taste and opinions#but if one of these doesn't get the most votes then im clearly doing something wrong#anyway i was finally able to finish history 5 and needed to know what you guys think#history 3: trapped#history 3: make our days count#history 2: crossing the line#history 2: right or wrong#history 4: close to you#history 5: love in the future#taiwanese bl#m: txt
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was looking through old posts and i'm surprised to see that i seemingly didn't have any commentary on anything in 3 in chapter 7, 8 or 9, the posts related to 3's story go from "my first reaction when i saw yopple-bot was 'i love you. but also you are definitely the boss for this chapter-'" to "i have been in hell all day. hell being bada-bing tower." funny to me cuz those chapters are like, the best ones sdfkljsdfjfsdkjlfsdjkl-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#i love dukesville. yo-kai watch wild west. though also everyone in bbq talks like they're in the wild west-#i don't blame myself for not having any commentary on hazeltine mansion tbh. it sucks ass. i mean it's kind of fun but like#god is it annoying. i think using the mechanic of switching between nate and hailey for puzzles is a cool idea but. bad execution#very bad execution. it is so annoying#especially the section where you're in the basement and have to use the drill a bunch#... why are there prison cells in the basement anyways??????? i just realized how fucking weird that is-#i'm mostly just annoyed by the dining room puzzle tbh. i KNOW the fucking answers but verygoodsir is an ASSHOLE for some reason#and won't let me choose the FUCKING CORRECT DOORS#3's so fucking amazing tbh. i really wanna replay it soon. don't wanna have to delete a save file though#wish 3 had three save files like 1 and 2. i get why though i mean it's the biggest 3ds game klsfdjfskjfsdjksdf-#i wanna like. actually use my originyan for once. i might just end up using nyases ii instead tho fsdkljjdsfjskd-#i love every chapter in 3 after nate and hailey meet tbh. the bestie moments are so good#though also i don't think it was an amazing idea tbh. it means there's six main characters after that point#sometimes one character will go several cutscenes without talking at all. it's usually buck#he doesn't have any dialogue during any of the key quests in new yo-kai city. which is pretty amusing admittedly#i think the writers just forgot about him or something fslkdjdfslkjfsdljkdf-#i think my favorite thing related to that is like. during the stuff in bada-bing tower komasan and komajiro are there too#but they don't have any dialogue. which makes it seem kind of pointless#i get why they're there plot-wise but like. at that point you should either have them leave before you go to bada-bing tower#(esp since they don't end up in the ufo with everyone else. idr if there's a reason for that there probably isn't-)#(i think i slightly blocked out everything in bada-bing tower cuz it is so grueling)#or just. give them dialogue???#i love 3 and all but it definitely has some problems-#which is why i'm so excited to rewrite it <3 for both of those reasons. i can fix things. and also it's the best game#just. full-stop. not just the best yo-kai watch. i just think it's the best game ever#that title changes based on my current biggest hyperfixation though sfldfsjdkslfdjkfdj-#i think i'd say my overall top 5 is like. yo-kai watch 3. deltarune. ummmm. fantasy life is up there
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How do you organize/store your stickers? :o
My friend. You have opened a whole Can of Worms*. I shall gladly answer your question, sorry it took so long I had to figure out how to do it with a ten picture limit asdfghjkl
*Worms would be located under "Wild Animals -> Bugs" or alternatively "Individuals -> Mostly Wild Animals -> Non-Butterfly Bugs"
So first off.
The sticker bins themselves are mostly kept in my closet, though the ones I use the most (Individuals, Domestic Animals, and Food/Garden) are kept under my bed for easy access.
I have 14 bins of stickers total (though I'll be honest some of them are getting Very Full and I probably need to get some more). Each bin has its own category, though many have subcategories. And they're all approximately shoebox sized.
Early Year Holidays/Seasons (New Year's, Winter, Valentine's Day, St. Patrick's Day, Easter, Spring, Fourth of July, and Summer)
Late Year Holidays/Seasons (Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Fall)
Latest Year Holidays/Seasons (Christmas and Christian stickers)
Shapes/Patterns (Hearts, Stars, Smiley faces, Other Shapes™, Borders, and Words and Affirmations)
Wild Animals (Sea Creatures, Bugs, Woodland Creatures, Other Creatures™, Bears, and Dinosaurs. Admittedly the subcategories for this one are kinda wack)
Domestic Animals (Dogs, Cats, Bunnies, Rodents, and Farm Animals)
Miscellaneous (...I have a different diagram to explain the subcategories here)
Non-Disney Characters/Logos (Characters My Brothers Like, Scooby Doo, Superheroes, ""Girly"" Characters, Colleges, and Various Other Trademarked Stickers)
Disney Characters/Alphabet (Muppets, Mickey & Friends, Princesses, Fairies, and Alphabet. Weird combo I know but I have a surprising number of Disney alphabet stickers)
Food/Garden (Ice Cream, Candy, Cupcakes, Fruit, Fast Food, Other Food, Flowers, Other Plants, and Gardening)
Weird Shaped Packages (no real subcategories but this is where I keep Sticker Books and Sticker Flake Packages)
Individuals (I have another diagram for the subcategories here)
Mrs. Grossman's Sticker Club Part 1
Mrs. Grossman's Sticker Club Part 2
(Note that I hope to organize the Mrs. Grossman's Sticker Club stickers into their respective categories before I leave for college but that may or may not actually occur :P)
The Miscellaneous tote is an organized, if lawless, land. Here are the subcategories for it!
(I wanted to color code the text but Tumblr only has like 7 colors 😔)
Maroon: Stationary/School
Red: Music/Theatre
Pink: Travel/Countries
Magenta: Modes of Travel
Orange: SPACE!!
Yellow: Science/Technology
Gold: True Miscellaneous/Pretty Things
Bright Green: Fantasy
Forest Green: Sports
Teal: People/Occupations (ie clowns, cowboys, ninjas, etc.)
Cyan: "Girly" Things (ballerinas, teacups, purses, etc.)
Royal Blue: Parts of People (eyeballs, mostly)
Indigo: Games/ Toys
Purple: Baby/Birthday
Then there's the Individuals tote. "Individuals" basically refers to any sticker that is smaller than your average sheet that I'm worried would get lost in a big tote. This includes sticker mods, stickers off a roll, sticker flakes, anything cut out of a larger sheets, water bottle/laptop stickers, and just. Small sticker sheets.
I, apparently, have 20 main snack bags, each with several subcategories (though there's enough of them that I'll leave most of them to your imagination rather than list them all XD). Most of them mirror the categories of the big totes, but some are unique.
A: Shapes/Patterns
B: Nature (includes weather, plants, and beach stickers)
C: Miscellaneous 1 (art and travel focused)
D: Miscellaneous 2 ("true" miscellaneous)
E: Miscellaneous 3 (school and science focused)
F: Early Year Holidays/Seasons (Winter-Summer) + Birthday
G: Late Year Holidays/Seasons (Fall-Winter)
H: Food/Scratch and Sniff
I: Domestic Animals
J: Mostly Domesticated Animals
K: Mostly Wild Animals
L: Wild Animals
M: Zoo Animals**
N: Bears
O: Disney Characters
P: Non-Disney Characters
Q: Logos/Companies
R: Words and Affirmations
S: Water Bottle Stickers Overflow (they physically don't fit in the other bags)
T: Tile Stickers
**Zoo Animals is different than Wild Animals in that "Zoo Animals" means the sticker has one particular animal instead of an assortment of different animals (which falls under "Wild Animals".) Yes it's very arbitrary. All the animal distinctions are tbh.
Of course, putting the stickers under my bed and in my closet means I don't get to admire them very often. To counteract this I have a display board I put some new/seasonal/favorite stickers on.
Currently on display I have a Discowing sticker, a summer sticker mod, and a sticker sheet from my penpal when she visited (plus some bonus sticky notes from the penpal as well).
Since I'm sure you're wondering, the stuffed rabbits are named, from left to right, Blueberry (made by a friend!), Snorb (also made by a friend!), Mocha, Mellie, York, and Spotty.
Of course not every sticker I get is fortunate enough to have a backing. Sometimes I'll get stickers from the supermarket or I'll peel them off a package and I know they'd never survive in the bins, so they go in the Hello Kitty sticker book!
I've had this thing since I was like 4. I'm a little bit obsessed if I'm being honest. She's never let me down.
And that's the important stuff for stickers! Though I wanted to show off my other stationary, too.
I keep all my miscellaneous scrapbooking materials/stationary in a Batman lunch tin. All of my letters and envelopes are in an old shoebox. Both are stationed at the end of my comic book shelf! The tin and the assorted letter sets are hidden behind the two Batman stuffies :P
.....does that answer your question? :D
#asks my beloved#Yeah maybe I overanswered this. What's it to you? I had a good time 😌👌#Anyway I'm always happy to have asks seriously I was thinking about how I was gonna answer this nonstop all week.#Made my life buddy <3#Anonymous#Anon#Long post#stickers#sticker collection#Stationary#bunny babbles#In the words of my friend (who helped me sort a new shipment once):#'Bunny this makes no friggin sense'#Correct <3 any other questions :D?
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Okay, the council hath decreed! I won't answer the ask, but if the person that sent that ask can see this:
No, it doesn't count as incest! After asking several people, we've confirmed it! Incest is if direct family (siblings/adopted siblings/half siblings) are the ones dating. In this case, it's dating the siblings individually, and they are not dating each other. Also I just learned that incest is apparently exclusively sexual??? Huh. Well anyway!
Secondly, I've never drAWN ANY MARRIAGE WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TALKING ABOUT–
#rennikorambles#tw incest#incest tw#cw incest#incest cw#incest mention#yeah dont worry about it–#if you can see this anon send an ask!#at worst its like... not incest and not not incsst but a secret third thing?#it'd be WEIRD but it wouldnt be dangerous ya get me?#its lkke youre dating them as a unit. a package deal almost?#but are in no way attracted to each other#anyways didnt answer the ask cuz the peeps said it would probably attract some bugger attention or something#but this is a one on one with the anon who i want to genuinely inform and correct <3#sorry if it seemed that way! just telling its not like that!
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What song do you think best represents you? (I'd also love to know what the admin things best fits Dola :P)
For songs, as of late I've been rather fond of these:
Radiohead - Burn the Witch
The Notwist - One Step Inside Doesn't Mean You Understand
OK Go - Obsession
Cosmo Sheldrake - Come Along
Eliza Rickman - Pretty Little Head
Cecile Corbel - Le bal des chats
And for a bonus, a piece that never fails to resonate with me. Specifically this performance of it:
youtube
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{So that's the music I personally think Dola would listen to that she'd think answers the question. Me though, I'm unhinged about her and have whole playlists >.>;;
Eyebright's Eulogy: This one is a gift playlist I remade on YouTube. Got it about two years ago at this point, but I feel it still applies to Dola pretty well no matter which iteration it is. This is like THE Dola playlist to me and I didn't even make it sdhfjksdf
if the ivy dreams of the deep sea: Dola x Rafayel playlist with a Dola's perspective in mind >.>;; This one I actually consider done, now that I think about it. Meant to be listened to in order, helps a lot to know the English translation of the Korean and Japanese songs. There's a Raf version too and tbh I think this works for her LnDS iteration in general
frozen stars and a verdant night: WIP Kaeyasach playlist that I'm trying to make purely out of Genshin OST... I have a bunch of songs that make me think of them though...
Anyway I'll stop there!! Thank you for the question and giving me an avenue to go on and on about this <3}
#sender: fleur-de-leap#the post#the narrator#the mirror#{#<-why not honestly#i spent way too long thinking about what kind of music dola actually listens to aside from classical and folk#then it struck me that she really would be a post-rock enjoyer#might be colored by the fact that i had a post-rock phase when i was deep in the pits but well the vibe matches right?#like if you saw dola with her earphones in you can imagine her listening to radiohead and the notwist#and whatever genre cosmo sheldrake is... baroque pop apparently? + theres the obvious answers like fatm and hozier and the crave wives#anyway this was fun!! thank u for sending me this <3#i sure hope all the links are correct lol#}
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listen i don't know if it was intentional but astarion was Right There the first time i asked lae'zel for a kiss outside of camp and when she went in for it he SMILED like it was CUTE??
flashing back to him being the one with the biggest reaction to ryse fucking lae'zel the first time
did not expect your man there to be a shipper on deck deep down but Here We Are
#anyway ryse ACED the love test with lae'zel#which is quite funny bc at first she wasn't in my party#and it gave me the option to do it with shadowheart and astarion (who were)#(jaheira was currently an owlbear so was not an option)#and out of curiosity since i'd just quicksaved i tried it with them first#fucked the shadowheart one up COMICALLY#and astarion's reaction to every answer was 'I MEAN YES BUT JFC DON'T SAY THAT IN FRONT OF PEOPLE????? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU'#(which is perhaps fair but ryse is nothing if not honest!!! and also competitive!! she was trying to win with correct answers!!!)#but lae'zel i flew through with flying colours#das my girl ;; i wuv her#miri plays bg3#baldur's gate 3
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oeheuehh i missed promo hr and i need to sleep,, stealin the bfs clothes for pjs actually. which one? i shant say.... /lh lh sdhndjdnd gngn <3
#jupiter.speaks#> the correct answer is barny bc his outer jacket thing is the comfiest n warmest lookin#> snuggling up to him for warmth AND his stealin his shirt thingy bc im evil >:3 my warmth now hehe#> ALSO. trine 5 is very buggy. thats smthn not super related but we couldnt get past this one lvl cuz it kept crashing 😭😭#> very upsetting we ended up just chillin n chattin which is cool! but we n i was hopin to beat more eueheuhhhhhghghgjh#> anyway. eepy. i hope yalls days r goin well am sendin loves as always <3
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I think permanent corrective actions and root cause analysis exist solely to cause people with OCD and anxiety disorders to ruin their brains.
#totes bro#every time i make a mistake i make 3 mistakes#1 i mixed up letters in a word and pulled the wrong thing#2 i know i mix up numbers and letters so i should have had a system in place to prevent this#3 whatever system i come up with is guaranteed to not be permanent so if anything similar happens its also my fault#and then it's 'if you keep asking why what is the cause of the problem'#and the answer cant be human error or lack of funds so its some system i didnt design always#and this is sthe same thing if someone else makes a mistake because i didn't design a process that would have prevented that#and once again whatever i do change is guaranteed to fail in the future and then it's nicole didnt you try to fix this already#but often its like some tangential problem like i pulled the wrong qty of the right item#i tell my therapists this and they ask is there an answer where i am not to blame in this entire company and the answer is no#♥️#because I design the processes and if people dont follow the processes its because i designed them wrong#anyway! having really bad anxiety hours#I've tried to bring this up and I get told 'well design a better process where this isnt the problem ' and that.... misses the point#Because now the problem is i feel anxious because i failed to make processes that are infallible (which is the expectation) and so i need t#make a process to handle my anxiety which is guaranteed to fail#and is also my fault that i feel the anxiety because why didn't i correct for this sooner when i started my anxiety#they say these things like 'look on the bright side you can improve' and really i cant because even if i do i wont fully improve#which you know makes the permanent corrective action not permanent#and they say you know permanent doesnt mean definitely permanent but then any time theres a problem theyre like 'why wasnt it permanently..#and i try to say you told me last time permanent doesnt mean permanent and its no. bad. youre just trying to stop short of a well polished#process. look at 5s#and it starts over and over and over#i try to say the way we do this doesnt work for me because everything is my fault even if its someone elses error#and because it causes me anxiety because I know no process is perfect but it was supposed to be permanent#but hr my bosses everyone just do not empathize with me at all and cant figure out why im anxious and how this makes it worse#because there's room for improvement!#also if its not clear many of the mistakes are because im dyslexic
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alright now that like ten people have followed me because of my “i need friends im very normal” post when are we making a discord oxenfree group chat
#now#the correct answer is now#you wanna add me sooo bad its loominsscence#at like. a reasonable time though#im old and shit if you add me at 3 am i aint gonna see it#anyways.#oxenfree
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